[Locked to Charlie]

Hey, I wanted to say thank you again for helping me that night and for being my friend and spending time with me. I can't really say how much it meant to me to meet another angel of death when I met you. It was kind of like rain in a desert or something. that sounds kind of silly I guess but I don't know. I'm not good at describing.

There's this girl. I don't know if you know her, but her name is Sarah Monroe. Anyway, she's an angel of death like us, and I thought because you've always done so good with watching out for me that maybe you could watch out for each other some too, you know?

I think she could really use someone as awesome as you in her life. I love you a lot, okay?

[Locked to Millie]

Hiya! I wanted to say before I forgot that I can think of some people who would love your cookies. Phoebe and Cassie would really love your cookies even the bacon ones.

Maybe. I don't know if anyone would love those, but I think they'd get a kick out of them anyway. You're amazing and I want you to spread the love. Love you. <3 ( Read more... )

I'm on a boat!

How's everyone else doing out there? I hope not I know there was a lot of casualties and stuff.

It's a big mess. Our city. It's gonna take some serious cleanup so when I'm off the boat I'll be cleaning up.

[locked to Josef]

Please, please, please, please tell me you're okay. I'm kinda freaking out over here, but thankfully I keep my journal in a plastic bag in my backpack so it wasn't even wet or anything and I could write to you as soon as I got on the boat.

I was kinda prepared but I didn't know the flood would be everywhere. I just saw this woman under water so I was like all prepared with my scuba diving equipment and my floaties and my life vest. If I knew it'd been everywhere, I would have breached angel protocol and told you so you could be prepared.

Is the club okay and stuff? I don't know how far the water reached, but that's not as important as you being okay so are you?

Okay? I hope. Please.

Can you come get me?

I passed out when I left the last dying person and someone stole my phone and someone else took me to this clinic. The one that's near our apartment I think. They know about supernatural and stuff and angels, and I would have called you sooner but someone stole my phone and I can't think straight.

They're done running all their tests on me, and I want to go home.

I HATE BEING SICK.

I had to break out that red marker of hate to express this okay?

Does anyone have anything like remedies? I don't really feel like yeah. I can't do much for another day or so like rest wise but this sucks and I want to kick its sickness patooty before I have to be forced to stay in bed or something terrible like that.

It's easy to get lost here.

I know that you can be in the city one moment and be gone the next.

I know that.

I also know that you can be around for years and be happy and love and live like you never dreamed possible.

It doesn't make it easier or anything, but I don't know. I wanted to say something without saying something that would make it all seem more hopeless and terrible for anyone. I'm an angel of death so I don't know if anyone wants to talk about what I know about death or not, but I'm around in person or here. If not or if you want to yell at me and tell me I'm wrong and I can't understand, that's okay too.

There are a lot of things I'll never know. Your grief for one person is your own. No one else will know it exactly like you do.

[Locked to Josef]

Can you pull together any resources or anything and look for

Phoebe Donovan?

I have a sinking feeling, but I'm not ready to admit it without a fight. I've been looking all over the city, but it's not getting me anywhere.

[Locked to Kaden][backdated to earlier in the day before she reads Tabitha's entry.]

Thank you so much for the Christmas gift! I can't wait to read the book. Yes, I can totally forgive you for reading it ahead of time! I'd kinda be surprised if you didn't. :p I don't know that endings are sad to me. They're just endings. Does the AoD go crazy?

Right. Spoilers.

I left some baked goods for you at the school that you teach at. :) I hope you like them!

[Locked to Josef][for right now]

I'm

You probably saw the entry on the journal network thingy. It was public. I'm going to go be with her until it's over, and I wanted you to know so you knew where I was and stuff.

Happy Birthday!

We totally have to celebrate tonight, okay?

If you're free! If you're not, I could always celebrate with you another night. I freed up my whole week so we could celebrate whenever you wanted to and for how ever long you wanted to. Plus, we can do whatever you want like go out to eat at your favorite restaurant or go dancing or something! It's up to you!

I got you presents too!

It'll be fun. :)

[locked to Iris][a few hours later]

I'm sorry for freaking out on you and stuff. It had nothing to do with you or what you were talking about at the time, even if I don't understand. I never will.

It's not why I had to leave though, okay? I don't leave cause I don't agree with someone. I still care about you as a person. I was just freaking out cause my

I'm just not sta I don't know if I'm I felt like I was losing And I wasn't even helping anyo

[Locked to Josef]

I was talking to someone and I

I'm going to see my dad on Wednesday at 12pm for an hour in a public place. I've got a whole list of stuff he has to follow during the visit, and if he breaks one of the things, I'm leaving. But I'll call you as soon as it's over so you know everything went okay.

Anyway, I'm coming home in a little bit so if you're coming home, I should see you then, but I wanted to tell you before I told him.
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